Devious Journal Entry

So its really weird, I am not usually a person who doubts myself, but thanks to Deviant I am.
Let me explain,
I was looking through the stacks that get sent to me when I came across an amazing photo,
nothing unusual you might say, well that's what I thought too until I tried to favour it.
Being somewhat illiterate on computers,
I kept trying to favour,
but the computer wouldn't let me ,
so I went to comment about how lovely I thought their photo was when I was told I was blocked.
This  totally blew me away, I remembered this person because of their name and the fact that I haven't  talked to many people on Deviant.
So this made me think why????
I don't do nasty and I am way to old  and in love with my husband for flirty,
so who knows
and really,
how silly of me to care.
But care  I did.
It felt personal in a way,
like how you feel if somebody is showing everyone something so special,
but doesn't want you to catch a glimpse.
That's what's thrown me into confusion,
I know myself and I should never have doubted for one second that I had caused any problems for this person,
or given them any reason to block me.
I suppose on a positive note,
 it did make me feel young again,
its pretty childish of me to let something so silly niggle at me.
But the again I am only human